Apocalypsick (hexvenus) wrote in bigandbeautiful,

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hi guys,

Im hex... and im big.

I havent always been big. Up until I was about 14 or 15 i had a great figure...

At about the age of 12 or 13 my dad told me i was too fat to get a boyfriend and that i would never get a boyfriend because i was too fat for guys to want to sleep with. That completely destroyed any self esteem i had left. To this day i get completely tongue tied around people. I fear they are judging me on how i look.

I have a boyfiend imperfecttool whom i love more than anything else. We've been together for a little over 4 years now. He's never had a problem with my weight, and he will never understand how much I appreciate that.

I've included a few pics of my behind the cut.

till next time
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