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Logical to me! [22 Mar 2009|01:19am]

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BBW Mums?? [30 Nov 2006|09:28am]

Hi Ladies, I was wondering if any of you knew of a community specifically for BBW mums or pregnant BBW's?

Obviously there are hurdles we have to face being a BBW AND pregnant (or a mother) and I'm getting a little aggrivated hearing about slim pregnant women whinging about getting "fat"

Thanks in advance
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[09 Dec 2005|12:16pm]

I joined this community ages ago.... and then left because there was no activity..... i've now rejoined... ya for me lol..

here are some updated pics

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just to recap... i'm 24, mum to Tarquin, partner to Jamie (we've had a rocky off and on relationship for the past 6 years... but we are on track now)

Currently live in a country town in New south Wales (Australia) moving to a lovely coastal town in Queensland (Australia) next year.

I play Final Fantsay Online ^^

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Breast Cancer Awareness Month!! [04 Oct 2005|05:01pm]

[ mood | hopeful ]

CLICK for my once yearly very important very informative up to date post!!

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introduction.... [16 Sep 2005|10:36am]

[ mood | frustrated ]

I'm completely new to this whole online journal thing, but as anyone would do when meeting someone I will introduce myself.
Hello, my name is Stephanie, I'm 19 years old. I've been married to one of the greatest guys in the world since May of this year. I currently attend ITT Technical Institute in Nashville Tennessee, where I study multimedia two to three days a week. I'm suppose to graduate in 2006, however I am almost two quarters behind due to failing math I and math II. In October my husband and I are moving to Franklin. I'm a 3rd shift cashier at Walgreens also.

I'm definately not a small girl, my weight fluctuates from 200 - 220 depending on how i'm feeling in this particular part of the week, or month. I have C cups, and I hate them. Some days I think they are to small, others I think they are to big. However, no matter how much I put myself down, my husband is always there to tell me that i'm beautiful and no matter what he'll love me. While in my senior year of high school, I was pressured by my family to lose weight, and I starved myself from about 250 lbs to 210 lbs. I've tried everything to lose more weight but either I've hit a brick wall or I just gain it all back.

I've noticed that some of you girls complain about not being able to fit into clothes because the inseams are to short, or the stretchy material isn't right. Well, I hate to go shopping because of the mere fact that I always have to get a size that is to big, because that size that would normally fit me is somehow to tight, and they do not make odd sizes in clothing for bigger women. When I'm trying to shop I just get so frustrated because nothing will fit, or is way to big. In Febuary, my husband who was my boyfriend at the time asked me to go to Victoria's Secret with him, and just being in the store surrounded by girls stick thin and with beautiful curves just made me start to tear up. Everytime I see a girl at the size that I want to be I automatically think I look like crap compared to her. I refer to myself as the frump girl pretty much most of the time. I've given up on putting on make up and looking pretty because when I look in the mirror, I see something no one else sees, I see some grotesque and fat.....

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Hi..a newbie [27 Apr 2005|09:01am]

[ mood | awake ]

Hey,yall new here. Love to meet new people. Im 23,from Pittsburgh. So,have a fantastic day!!

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Hi Everyone [26 Apr 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Hey! I figured I would come out and introduce myself..
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hello [16 Apr 2005|04:55pm]

[ mood | blah ]

i am a big girl from maryland and i have a horrible self image. and maybe that's the wrong way to about talking about my issues but i'm in a direct mood. yeah so i'm not very fond of myself in alot of ways mostly physically. but whatever. i'm just happy i can post here. i think this is a nice group and i'm glad i found it. it's good to know you're not alone in these situations. okay my friend is here for dinner so i have to go. but yeah i'm happy.

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Hey please love me haha! [17 Mar 2005|12:14am]

[ mood | Yay! ]

Hello I am new to this community my name is Desirae and I am 21 years old and a huge DORK and I love it.Now for some pictures of me(you all should really start hiding)Haha I love being silly it is quite fun actually.

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Haha okay that is me :)

I need buddies!
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[19 Dec 2004|09:16pm]

Hi again.
Heres a pic there all together at the time it was easier than to load 20pics at once.There kinda old but i havent changed much...My hair is alittle lighter now,but im going to change it again.Read more...Collapse )
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[19 Dec 2004|09:12pm]

Hi again.
Heres a pic there all together at the time it was easier than to load 20pics at once.There kinda old but i havent changed much...My hair is alittle lighter now,but im going to change it again.Read more...Collapse )
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[28 Oct 2004|02:31pm]

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Hopefully I can get a pic on here... [23 Oct 2004|08:13pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Well I finally got a picture of myself!!! One I like too, yay! I will post it if I can figure out how. I think the only person I can get to love me is someone who I can't trust. Someone who I have never met, but someone who makes me feel so anxious inside and gives me a bad feeling. I was suppose to meet this mister wonderful tonight but after reading an e-mail and that I can't something in my big old gut tells me NO. With the advice of my parents and friends I just can't go. It feels so wrong. Well anyways I will try to get the pic in here.

Okay sorry it didn't work folks I will have to try later.


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Hi.... [18 Oct 2004|07:53pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I my name is Cassandra and I am a 19 yr old female from Wisconsin. I have battled with weight issues since second grade. I am finally now some what ok with where I am at and who I am. Although there are days when I HATE looking in the mirror.

I have recently in the past four months or so lost about 50 pounds, yay! I before was considering having that gastric bypass surgery if insurance would have covered it just b/c I was getting so over weight and nothing was helping me shed the pounds. :-( I am already in bad health and the weight just adds to these issues.

I had a boyfriend for about 4 years on and off. I loved him very much, he accepted me for me. =D Although it took me a long time to be comftrable around him also, in time it came. We broke up a year ago in September due to a drug problem he had. :-( I am over it for the most part. But it has been hard finding a man to love me and I think part of it is b/c I am large. I have found some people, but that is another story. Really no luck.

I don't dress in tight clothes b/c I don't want the world to see my rolls, I wear rather baggy clothing sometimes, and still tend to wear my clothes that have now become to big, lol! I am starting to feel better about myself that I have lost some weight and have given up the eating all the time, I don't turn to food the way I used to but I still am not happy with who I am. How can I become happy with who I am? I often wonder if I had someone to love me I would be, any advice please leave a comment?



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[03 Oct 2004|06:12pm]


October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month!!

PLEASE take a moment of your time to click HERE!

Together we can make a difference!!

I am posting this in this community because I consider it to be relevant or maybe even only semi-relevant. If you have a problem with that, please contact me and be respectful. Tell me why I should delete it. Angry notes only make you seem bitchy and insensitive and have absolutely no effect on me. Let's all get along, okay? If I overlook some rule that bans this kind of post, it wasn't intentional. One more thing, although I think this is pretty obvious, this is cross posted.
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[06 Aug 2004|12:35pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

hi guys,

Im hex... and im big.

I havent always been big. Up until I was about 14 or 15 i had a great figure...

At about the age of 12 or 13 my dad told me i was too fat to get a boyfriend and that i would never get a boyfriend because i was too fat for guys to want to sleep with. That completely destroyed any self esteem i had left. To this day i get completely tongue tied around people. I fear they are judging me on how i look.

I have a boyfiend imperfecttool whom i love more than anything else. We've been together for a little over 4 years now. He's never had a problem with my weight, and he will never understand how much I appreciate that.

I've included a few pics of my behind the cut.

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till next time

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[29 May 2004|07:05pm]
Join fuckingxcute_! Now, I tell you!
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[29 Apr 2004|08:47pm]
Hello! I'm 13, and I'm new. I'm big, and beautiful. I do sometimes care what other people think.. And it hurts me, but I usually get over it quick. I thought I would share a picture of my self:

Also, I mad a community for women... And it is for anything about you... Problems, love, children, etc... It is called womanly_life
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An Icon for you [14 Apr 2004|06:31pm]

Here is an icon I made with a plus size model, no credit is need just enjoy. LMA
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[22 Mar 2004|07:59pm]

seek_yourself a community for people who need advice... join and advice shall be given. you can remain anonamous if you please, but a lot of different people will reply and hopefully we can help out ;)
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